Stuck-IN-slo-MO

I feel one thing which makes me.... ....Undergo some kind of pressure. I know that everybody round me.... ....They see that I had changed. I deemed it not important, though.... ....Inside my soul there was a worry. Besides, it really makes me nervous.... ....And closed for colleagues and friends. It may be something in the air, or.... ....May just be the weather problems. It's like a fever, or sometimes.... ....It's like a fire burning from inside. So, I can feel it like a burden.... ....Which meaning I can't understand. But I don't even want to know it.... ....I want this feeling just to disappear.